Last Few Days

As time winds down and I get closer and closer to going home I'm getting more and more moody.  I'm not particularly stressed about any of my finals.  I have quite a bit of studying to do but it shouldn't be too bad.  I'm not too worried about packing since I'm mostly done now.  But I'm getting really moody, especially towards the people I care most about. So, I apologize.
There's not a reason, not an excuse and it's not nice or fair of me to do at all. Hopefully it'll get better, I'm trying so please don't hate me.
On that note...I finished classes today.  The next 2 days are study days and then I'll take finals on Friday, Saturday, and Monday and then leave on Tuesday.  Time can't go by fast enough, but at the same time it's really sad that I'm leaving so soon.
A unique thing about living with freshman only at BYU is that almost all of them are going on missions this next year.  So, when I come back almost all of my friends will be gone.  Thankfully I'm living with 2 of my very best friends again in fall and winter, along with a girl in our current ward that's awesome :) I think if I didn't get to see Jasmine and Beth again and live with them again that I'd be having a nervous breakdown.(Yes even more so than I apparently seem to be having...) So I just have a few things to say about some of the people I've gotten closest to this year.

Jasmine: You always know what to say, even when I don't wanna hear it.  You always tell me what's on your mind and I know I can always tell you anything and everything.  We have so much in common and I know I can always count on you.

Beth: You know me a lot better than most people do.  You put up with all of my crap and I really appreciate it :) I love that we can talk about anything and not be judged for it.  I love our random urges to go do things and that you're always up for an adventure!

Megan: I'm really glad that you were my roommate this year, even if I'm not always the best at expressing it. You're always an example to me and you make me want to be better.  I know you're gonna be a great missionary and England will love you!

Sarah: You are always always always happy and loving and kind and full of service.  I don't know how you do it but I'm really glad you were in our room this year.  You've taught me quite a few things and I love how you're always willing to joke around.  Good look on the mish :) You'll be awesome in Cali!

Kristen: You are a huge example to me of loving others.  I don't know how you can be so patient and so full of love, but I absolutely love that you are.  Even though you aren't living with us next year, I hope that we'll still see lots of you and hang out!

Cam: You are always there to listen to me and just talk when I need to, even if it's at midnight and I wanna go shoot basketball hoops.  I've never seen you be mean or rude or impatient with anyone before, in fact I don't even think it's possible! I'm really going to miss you next year. Good luck in Guam on your mission!!!

Josh: You sir are incredible.  You know how to brighten up even the crappiest of days.  You eat food with me and listen to my stupidty and you're still my friend.  I'll never forget that you're always willing to talk, even if it's 3 in the morning.  Canada is lucky to have you going on a mission there :)

Grant: Where do I even start? You've been one of my good friends since day 1 of college when we sat out in the hall till curfew listening to music and looking up videos.  You give amazing hugs and always make me feel special and loved.  I'm really gonna miss you, good luck in DC on your mission!

Mary: I love that you're not just our RA, you're our friend too.  I'm glad we can always talk to each other and vent and still have fun :) I'm gonna miss you just swiping yourself into the room and hanging out with us.  You made Freshman year so much better! I hope you love your mission in Alabama :)

Prince Eric: I love that you're okay with us calling you Prince Eric.  You are so nice and so smart and I love that you are always willing to help me with American Heritage, and I'm sure you would with any other subject too.  You've been a great example to me and I'm glad we're friends. Good luck in Spain on the mish!

Tanner Y: I think it's pretty awesome that our parents were friends and we didn't even know that till after we became friends.  I love that you're always in a good mood and that you always say hi to me when you see me on campus.  Hope you love your mission and Cambodia!

I wish I could go on about everyone I've met here but I just don't have time unfortunately! Thanks to everyone who made Freshman year so great :) I love you all! And I hope I'll see you all again some day :)